if my age = x, then Singapore will always be x+30 years old!!!

"happy" national day.

congratulate me 4 i'm going 2 the rgs interview on monday 13th of august (which is 6 months after my b-day) and whether i 进 or not it will b revealed on the 31 of august. pray dat i'll do well 4 the interview n dat i get in so my mother won't force assessment books and papers on me anymore. amen.

well, dat was nothing to b congratulated about. i wonder if cass get to interview or not. i'll call her later.

i just finished the homework assigned to us, and at 15:00, i'm going out 2 eat @ KFC. for no particular reason. well, there is a reason. we had breakfast late, n den my mother was 2 lazy 2 cook.

later i'll hav 2 do tons of assessment books. dat's why i'm so "happy" today. sheesh. y can't Singapore have her b-day in the first quarter of the year? den we can hav fun n relax instead of spending a public hol on assessment books at home? y o y?

yesterday was darned boring. i gotta admit dat i didn't even feel tired after standing for over 25 min.s yesterday. lol. n the marching of the national flag took ages. u noe, i think that the scouts should have their shorts lengthened until their knees. it's very short n it makes them look like idiots, which they already r, i suppose.

the talent time was okay. quite a few of the gals singing actually hav talent! they can sing like professionals! i support no.3 of the singing category and dat group with 3 boys 4 the dance category. i dun even hav half their skill!

but the singing of the national song was fun. i was so un-stretched from sitting 4 so long dat i let out my hyper energy in dat song! luckily, no one outside my class so me releasing my pent up energy. i would hav been a total dork den.

i love my voice. i can make lots of different kinds of voices with it. u noe, like dat guy who wears the suit in "we will". dat was fun. i kept immitating the voices and i jus realised dat i can sound a little like those professional english female singers with their funny accent (a common thing even among singers froms different countries). i dunno how i did it or how it sounded like but i noe it's something like dat, i can't exactly pin-point wad's in their voice but i can sense it. it's like all the female singers wanna show off how good they are. i'm a singer 4 Suffocation Squared but i dun sing like them. i sing like ME!!! every one hav their own different voice, like nick can sing like a very feminine opera singer (which he should b able 2, btw, cos' (s)he's a gal and can sing very high, wad (s)he lacks is the opera style kind of corset dresses 2 wear).

happy b-day then, Singapore!!! cheer on u!!!

Linkin Park + My Chemical Romance = 30 Seconds to Mars

30 Seconds to Mars really IS a combination of Linkin Park and My Chemical Romance. That's a reason why I like it. I've just been introducd to it by radio a few days back to "The Kill" (which is a song by them, by the way). Their officially ranked my #2 favourite band together with My Chemical Romance and behind Linkin Park.


These are a few songs by them.

"From Yesterday"


"The Kill"


"A Beautiful Lie"


Somehow my brother doesn't like them. Any ideas? Maybe their a competition for Linkin Park or My Chemical Romance? Anyway, you gotta admit, that Jared guy (the lead singer) from 30 Seconds to Mars looks a lot like Gerard (lead singer) from My Chemical Romance. Well, that is except for the parting, and the eyeshadow. Perhaps someday I'll put a song by My Chemical Romance on my blog so you'll know how Gerard looks like.

Well, here goes!

This is "Helena" by My Chemical Romance. Note how the lead singer looks.


This is "I Don't Love You" by My Chemical Romance. Note again.


I'm officially nuts about Linkin Park (since when in this half year haven't I?), My Chemical Romance & 30 Seconds to Mars!!!

Kid gets owned by dad

Just take a look at this video. It won't last for more than a minute. Go on. It's hilarious.

So, How was it?

My Chemical Romance -

Bored with titles.

Just copied lots of stuff from the notes Mr. Grosse gave us. Yawn. That was boring, now I'm trying to memorise the Chinese words. Not that tough, I must admit, but half of those things that I learn would fly away at the sight of the examiner. Die lah. And I even forgot where to assemble. Die even more lah.

Today's PE was pretty fun. Samuel got kicked out of the game because of something he said and my group got 3 points! Yeah! Way above the groups standards but far far below the class' average, if I'm not wrong.

Maths was o-so-boring. We did a maths paper. Again. Bored to hell when I finished. Then I started (what else?) drawing.

Someone asked me this question: Would you rather live life with Linkin Park songs turned on at the same volume everyday or live in a life with only piano songs and you'll never get to know Linkin Park at all, I was like, WHAT THE!?! That wasn't a question! The answer's staring right in your face!!! Hello. 醒悟吧! The day I stop listening to Linkin Park is the day I die. Which would never happen cos' I'm already dead!

I'm just bored today

2 days ago when I listened to my fave radio station 98.7fm I heard a song that I liked a lot, it was called "Look What You've Done" by Jet, maybe someday I'll put this song on my blog. There's also another song I like a lot by the same band called "Shine On". Well, that band rocks almost as much as Linkin Park and My chemical Romance. Now that's saying a lot.

I'm just gonna DIE!

congrats! AY! You know what I mean, don't you, AY?

So anyway, after reading your wonderful book called "Tru confessions" I realised that I have completely no idea of what my future would be like. So anyway, here's my ideal future:

Suffocation Squared would make it big and I would marry the guy I like (which in the unromantic term means that I'll stay single for life cos' I like no one) and the band would go around playing our select few songs! How about that? That's the only kind of future I've pictured myself in ever since I've gotten to know Linkin Park. Because my only dream then was to set up my own band, so I've succeeded and now what?

It's not 10 yet, I have to remind my sis, it's 21:59 now. Which means it's going to br 22:00 soon.

Oh yea, and have you guys seen that advertisment on S.H.E. promoting Linkin Park? That's so cool! I mean, my sis' fave band (egad) is promoting my fave band (high 5 man) which is so cool cos' Linkin Park is definitely never going to promote S.H.E., ever. Because Linkin Park rocks too much to sink so low to promote S.H.E. what do they think they're doing in the first place? Down grading Linkin Park? (Soooooooo sorry cass, I just really dun like them)

Logging off. BYE!

I didn't know Live Earth's highlights was today.

Anyway, I already recorded it. Woohoo! But they only show 1 or 2 songs from each band. BOOOOO.

Back to Friday {flashback}

Hmmm, if you ever plan on kidnapping anybody, you must follow these rules of the kidnapping nation:

1. Check up the hostage's background
2. Check up the hostage's personality
3. Check your health status
4(a). Check your way of signing the ransom
4(b). Don't be gay when you sign the ransom
5. Be a man

Lessons taught by the story from English. LOL! Really funny. But the humor's hard to grasp.

Let's just say PE was far more interesting than usual because we finally get to play something that is not dodgeball. Or poison ball, which is practically the same.

Back to Saturday {flashback}

Saturday was all crapped up!!! NanYang's DSA tests weren't that tough, with the glorious exception of Chinese. Chinese was o so difficult. Man, it was like dying. It was probably worse than dying, because after you die you can't feel the pain of failure anymore, cos' you're dead. So dead. A dead corpse. If Lord Voldemort comes to your house, you'd be even deader than an inferi (refer to Harry Potter books 6 (Half-Blood Prince) and 7 (Deathly Hallows)), which is of course more alive than just any dead corspe.

NanYang's Maths was easy like crap, then English was a little better than crap, and Chinese was jsut crapped up. Guess what we had for lunch? McDonalds! That's right! We paid S$80 just to take that stupid test and we end up having only an apple pie and a chicken burger (which is not even a double). Stingy people.

But I still think that I have more chance in RGS than in NanYang. Because RGS is just like the GEP entrance test while the NanYang's is like a P6's SA2 exam paper to a 6 year old. That's right. I was just about to die on the spot when I saw the paper.

But guess what? My father bought Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows while I was a NanYang! But due to the fact that I had claimed the ownership of Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (which I think is the best book of the 6, considering that I haven't read even 1/10 of the 7th instalment of the Harry Potter series), the Deathly Hallows became my brother's, but he let me read some of the time, and in a day, I've read until Chapter 4!!! Whoopee! But the ending is darned cliche. I read it before I started reading the book. The ending sucks. I had expected more of the good guys to die, and Harry lived! What the heck lah! Then he went on to marry Ginny and Ron went on to marry Hermione.

Today my church organised a Fun in the Sun day (a.k.a. Fun Day) at Palawan beach.

Today was pretty fun, and I daresay that I got quite a tan, considering I've never been in direct contact with the sun for 5 hours straight before. Much less 1 hour. So you can guess my skin's pretty red. But it was fun. I made a Linkin Park logo in the sand and took a picture of it, incase someone smashed it by steppin on it, which was exactly what happened a few short minutes after I had showed it to my brother which was a mere few minutes after I completed it. It was a masterpiece in the sand!!! My best artwork ever!

Hey, and I forgot to mention, LIVE EARTH'S HIGHLIGHTS ARE TODAY! Whee! and I recorded it, but I suppose they only showed one song of each band, and I suppose the Linkin Park song they showed was What I've Done cos' it's the most meaningful. I didn't watch it, but I'm going to once I have the time. But the What I've Done live wasn't as nice a Breaking the Habit live.

Need to 'get the engine started' for PSLE. That's what my father said, so bye.

GAT (Get Action Time)

Today is today = boring is boring.

Both are the same.

During assembly, I started doing that stupid maths paper, and woot! By the time we were climbing the stairs to class, I had reached question 28!!! I rock so much!

English was BOOOOOring. Then came Science, which was very VERY bright compared to English and very VERY dull compared to yesterday. Honestly, I prefer lessons in the Science labs. They always mean experiment time.

Recess blah blah. I went to get a bowl of soup from stall 7, then I went down to Tanjong Rosyth to buy an ice-ball, but it turned out that I bought a box of cotton candy, or candy floss, which I'm used to calling. I ate it slowly, savouring every bite (well, every melt then) of the candy floss, and people around me were begging for some!!! LOL!

When we got back from recess, Rachel, Mel and Kim "begged" me for some candy floss, I gave them very generous portions of my candy floss.

During Science lessons, I was so tempted to eat that ZB and I made a pack. Every 5 minutes, we'll each have a little bit of the candy floss. Half of it was gone by the end of Science, wow, I ate that much?

Then came art. It was stupid, I mean, I did one, I saved it, that stupid tabkids program closed by itself without my permission and I couldn't find my picture in there! What the blah! Then I had to redo mine. That sucked like siao (sp?). Do not repeat my mistake.

Then it was Chinese, purely forgot to learn my 听写 and I died, but I think I managed to scrape a pass.

For lunch, I went down to Tanjong Rosyth to get a ice-ball and ended up buying 4, 1 for Cass, 1 for Vera, and 1 for YT (and 1 for me, of course). When I finished eating that ice-ball, it was already 12:52 and there's 3 more minutes to go till maths, but who cares? I went to buy a bowl of duck kuay teow soup. Yum Yum! I ate all of it in 3 minutes!

Then blah blah blah maths and then English started. I had to leave the class halfway just to go for that stupid RGSS GAT. That was pure stupidity. But Ling Ying also went for the GAT.

My mother came to pick me up at 14:00 and we went to RI to take the GAT. Thankfully, there was space in the carpark to park the car. Thankfully again, my name starts with 'R' and not with A-L. Thank goodness, because the queue for the A-L registration stretched all the way for about 10 metres. Down the stairs and into the car's waiting area. But the M-Z queue was so short, only about slightly longer than a metre that it only took my mother and I 1 minute before our turn came. It was 14:33. They wanted us to assemble outside the hall by 14:45. So my mother and I went down to the canteen to get a can of ice-lemon tea. Oh yea, and before we went down, I met Darren and Gary there, going for the GAT too, I suppose.

My mother said I had to have a good impression and insisted on retying my hair, which was a complete waste wasted time, as the frinch just came hanging down again, just like it did at school.

It was way after 14:45 before they let us in, it was about 14:54 around there. Only 2 pencils and a soft eraser were needed, so naturally I brought a mechanical pencil, a wooden pencil, and my trusty black exam grade eraser!!! Of course, I took my jacket with me, the hall wasn't that cold, but not that warm either so I just wrapped the jacket around myself.

The boys (going for RI, not RGSS) sat at the left of the hall while the girls (going for RGSS not RI) sat on the right.

Then they made us sit like zombies for half an hour just filling up our OAS which consists of the usual name, gender, date of birth, date, and an extra BC no.. So we just sat there like corpses as they flashed us some samples of how the GAT might look like. It was boring. Just like our GE entrance test. Some patterns and you have to complete them. Boring.

Then the real thing started. The first few questions were easy, I only remembered being stuck on Q.22 and Q.27. I skipped them and continued, Q.38, the last question, was tough, it took me at least 2 minutes to figure out how to do it. By then, only 2 minutes left to go. So I quickly flipped to Q.22 and realization dawned upon me, and I quickly changed my answer, when I went to Q.27, the same thing happened. It's funny, you know. Just as I fininshed shading the oval, time's up! Half an hour gone! I felt I had done quite well. Then my mother bought me a notebook, a mathematical set (mine broke when some idiot threw my bag from the 3rd floor of the IBC. You know the place where we out our bags and you have to climb that stupid stairs) and a stapler, because I need it. I keep borrowing from AnYan.

Guess what? 98.7 fm played "Bleed it Out" from Linkin Park's latest album, Minutes to Midnight. That was the coolest part of the day. Happy happy happy!

Damn cool chic Science Lesson! Go green!

So, title explains it all, but I'll tell you about it later, I start from the start (of the day) and end at the end (0f the day).

So, where do I start? I know! From the beginning!

Today, I sweated it out for the first 15 minutes after I woke up, not due to exercise but to the lack of the ventilation in the room cos' my pop thinks that offing (any such word?) my fan is a damn cool and useful idea to get my lazy bum (which is not lazy at all) out of bed. Well, guess what? I got hyper, and refused to talk to my father on the way to school. And he scolded me in public. Pity you weren't there when he scolded, you should see the way his eyes pop out, just like teacher Pat. But trust me, it wasn't fun. At all.

So I deliberately forgot to say goodbye to him, then I entered the school gate.

Before I got up to the classroom, I went to return a book called "FLUSH" which I borrowed from AnYan who borrowed from the library. That book was awesome! I give you a hint. It's got something to do with toilets. Then I got up to the classroom and guess what scene met me? A completely smiley YT. I found it a little weird, afterall, she is in the company of ZB and Cass who like completely hate her now but she's still smiling.

Then I went to sit down and got out my book called "TRUESIGHT", a very nice book which I'll tell you about later. Then a few sweaty minutes later, YT was crying. What a contrast to the previous time I saw her. Her face was red and she was shouting to ZB that she was also a human to what ZB said: I'm also a human too, you know? (That's what ZB said)

Then she went sniffing, Dawne and I looked at each other, then we looked at YT, then we looked back at each other. Then, well, I don't think it'll be very nice for me to type this out in case the wrong person came along to see.

Lol. The assembly was so funny. The whatever asked us to stand up, then we waited so long is complete silence until I became exasperated and started waving, then the whatever told us to sit down "as there has been a technical problem". It was so darned funny, well, to me, at least.

Then SS started. Mrs. Koh went on to make us identify the underlying (or root. Root is so much easier to say that underlying, and much simpler to spell too) problem. I practically has to copy everything that YT typed out for the project (she was feeling quite well by then) and I had almost finished writing the 12th problem (4 words left, to be exact) and was going on to the 13th and final question when she wisked the paper away. Simple as that.

Then it was English. And I forgot what we learnt, so let's just skip the Dukar lesson, shall we?

Then next up was PE. Dodgeball again. You can guess. AnYan and I were getting a little (a little is an understatement, really) bored of that game. I got hit twice. Almost had to get out (it would have been such a relief for my poor soul).

Now we get to the exciting part. SCIENCE!!!

It was probably the most fun I ever had in any lesson at all.

So we start, Mrs Teo asked no. 1 in the group (we had to number ourselves, if you don't remember) to take the beaker of green liquid and an empty beaker to our table. No. 2 then poured the green liquid (which is actually water with algae in it, okay, don't take it seriously) into that big basin in front of us. She said we had to use the equipments on the table (a spoon, a sucker (sorry, but I dunno the name), a straw, a raffia string, a paper towel and a pair of tweazers) to assist us in the job of clearing the oil, I was wondering what the pair of tweazers was for until I gasped in horror that she was putting "litter" into our mini ocean, thus breaking up the oil and making it spread. Oh the poor poor mini ocean, mama will take care of you! Don't worry! I won't let any baddies near you!!! okay, I wasn't that bad, okay? So I had the job of taking out the litter, and once I was done with that, I got bored. I came up with the idea of using dead birds to soak up the oil (because that's what the live birds always do when they meet with an oil spill, it would be an honour that would be passed on for generations to come), well, but the problem is, we don't have birds, but feathers would have proven a good alternative.

So I got bored. Joshua kept on spooning out huge amounts of the darling mini ocean very little amount of that idiotic oil that polluted it. So I picked up the sucker, stuck it in the beaker of what was meant for oil-but-turned-out-to-be-a-mini-mini-ocean and sucked out some water, since water sinks and oil rises. I'm a genius, right? Before that, we tried soaking up the oil with the paper towel. I suggested just covering the surface of the water with the paper towel but Darren and Joshua had to go and disagree. That sucked, but ZB came to my rescue and tried dipping the remaining whole piece of paper towel (which we had not shredded to pieces before) and dunked it into the water, and that worked! Mrs. Teo said that the raffia string and the straw play important roles in clearing up that sweet little ocean but try as I might, I canno think of a use for the straw. Raffia string I understand, because Joshua pointed out that the raffia string could surround the oil and stop it from spreading, but the problem is, it has already spread to all parts of the ocean...

Then for some particular reason, Mrs. Soh came knocking on the door. We had to great her, but that did not stop us from having fun!!! Samuel showed my group how to take away the oil with a tweazer, problem is, that his brain is so puny that he cannot comprehend that in a real situation, much less this small simulated one, it would take YEARS to take out most of the oil. Hello, by then I think I'd be in my grave. Darren tried using raffia string to take out the oil, it was pretty useful, but then again, it took out very meagre amounts of oil from the "oil spill" caused by Mrs. Teo. Yeah, and imagine having to use that little sucker (not referring to anybody, referring to the equipment) to take out all the oil, by the time the time the job is done, 10 ice ages would have passed, and the oil would have killed all the plants and animals in that particular area of the ocean, and most probably, the oil would be left there, and those honoured birds would help us clear the oil, risking the risk of losing their necks, and breathes.

I think that we should all honour the birds in the Global Congregation to Combat Oil Spills (GCCOS, if you think you've flunk your history test, relax there's no such thing, if not I'd have flunk too) and give them the highest paying jobs, with a ton of fish a day for salary, then we'll feed their egos to their limits and send them off to meet their doom! Afterall, that is going to be a once in a life time experience, and a very good one for birds!

When Mrs. Teo asked my group to talk about what we did, we all pointed fingers a Darren, to indicate that he's going to do the talking, much against his own will, I think. But then agian, where's the team spirit? Huh?

Huge news. We started out with 400 ml of algae filled ocean water and was left with only (and exactly) 250 ml of algae filled water, when we only took out maybe around 70% or 80% of the oil, which is, by the way, a lot (exactly 1/80 of it minus 1), if you have me in your group.

I was bored out of my pants in the next 4 periods so don't talk about it. Oh yea, before I forget, AnYan got put into YT's group and YT got put into AnYan's group, because Cass simply couldn't stand YT, or the sight of her. That was for Science group, by the way.

JC was uneventful, unless you call getting scolded for doing an approved routine eventful.

So, I'm getting really bored, so I'll stop my post at here and forget about that book called "TRUESIGHT" that I was supposed to be reviewing for the sake of you (which is nobody anyway).

Who wants to be a Millionaire?

Lol, I'll explain the title later.

So recently, there has been a little tift about whether I was S.S. Rawks or whether S.S. Rawks was me (it's exactly the same thing, ignore either the former or latter, your choice). Seriously, here's my statement that shocked Simplicity (a.k.a. Samuel a.k.a. Hernes), and a few other people around when I said it at school:

"I promise to god that I'm not S.S. Rawks, happy?"

He was like all hell has frozen over and like I had sprouted wings (well, sorry, I got carried away, I read a book called "Growing Wings" today. It was literally growing wings, not figuratively, and in total, I read finish 2 whole books today, 1 of which consists of 150 pages and the other 209 pages), an extra nose, a few more fingers than nessecary and a horn out of my forhead not unlike a rhino. Well, afterall, I'm a Christian. And I'm not supposed to swear...

So this was what Simplicity (Samuel) said on someone's (Nicholas', to be exact) tagbox:

"No. I'm VERY sure that I'm correct. Zb: If you don't believe, ask rachelle. If she say she is not s.s rawks, ask her to promise to god, she can't, coz she's s.s rawks."

And twit, you forgot something, even if I'm not S.S. Rawks, I'll still have to say I am! Cos' I'm not supposed to swear, hello.

So, trying to force me to say I'm S.S. Rawks, huh? You already know I can't swear to God anything, cos' Christians are not supposed to swear at all. So even it I'm not S.S. Rawks you're still gonna make me say I'm S.S. Rawks? You know, that's framing an innocent person. 我可以告你的！So anyway, I found a loophole so I can escape, but you probably wouldn't find it at all, until I tell, you, at least. You'll never even find it out when I'm promising!

Mua Ha Ha Ha!

So, I didn't break any rules set by God, neither did I NOT promise to God that I'm not S.S. Rawks. So, I'd say I outsmarted you, Samuel, *evil laugh* again.

So, time to explain the wonky title.

It only takes 2 questions to be a millionaire.

1) Who would you rather marry

2) (again) Who would you rather marry (with a mystery choice (d))

I dunno what happened before, I only knew I was stamping and laughing and...and... well, let's just say I'd have looked like a complete idiot in the eyes of those who haven't experienced my wild, hyper, and extreme side (but I've always been like that, right? You can aske Cass for further clarification, but for now, on with the story) while laughing at something Nick just said together with AnYan. I've got an unsettling feeling that that is somehow connected with what I'm trying to say next.

So our first (and only) contestant is Miss Nicole Neo Huai Yang! (Well, more well known as GMGMGM, General Manager of the Genetically Modified Gay Magnets), so I admit tweaking the name a little, but otherwise, where's the fun?

So at the scene of the awaiting fate of a to-be millionaire...

It was just after I promised I'm not S.S. Rawks (and of course, I don't like telling lies, I never lied to anyone if I could help it, just remain totally silent), AY and I asked Nick 1 question:

Questioner: "Who would you rather marry? Jaya, Dawne, or Alex?"

Reply: "It's so obvious right? There's only one girl in the lot lor!"

Q (jumping all about, face plastered with a triumphant smile): "Oh, so you mean you'd rather marry Dawne?"

R: "No! I'd rather marry Alex!"

Just then, realization sank in...

ALEX IS A GIRL! (who wears blooming pink flowerfull undies!!! MUA HA HA HA!)

(So anyway, Nick, await your doom [if Alex even comes to this dead blog anyway] then I'll await mine, for the pink flowery undies)

Next question:

Q: "Who would you rather marry? Jazlene, ZB or Dawne?" (ZB, sorry for using your name, we were actually desperate to find names of girls, which excludes us... of course)

R: "Neither."

Q: "Okay, (A), Jazlene, (B), ZB, or (C), Dawne?"

R: "(B)."

Q (practically cat calling): "Hah! So you like ZB lah!"

R: "No, I had 6 choices, right? (A), and Jazlene, and (B), and ZB, and (C), and Dawne right? So I choose (B) lah!" (Never said why (B), not (A) or (C), perhaps some personal reasons?)

Q: "Pick (A), (B) or (C)."

R: "I pick (D)."

Q: "Congrats! You have just chosen... (drumroll) YT!"

LOL! That was SO funny.

By the way, he answered both questions wrongly, it was supposed to be the first choice for both questions, but anyway, MinChih claims that Jazlene is Shit's (Joshua) property...

So my day rocked. How's yours?

Ma(i)n ta(i)n

See how I can make a difference? Look at my title! I completely change the meaning of something. So, but how can I change things in real life? Like what? Like my assessment book? Well, actually, yeah. I actually scarred it for life (oh please, it doesn't even have a life). I smashed my pen into the pages and it sunk for about 10 pages... wow, yeah. My mother made me do assessment books today. Sucks, it does.

What a nice mother, what a nice mother.

So anyway, I'm planning on changing my blogskin, asked MinChih to help me with the html. Blogger couldn't accept my html that I copied from the webby. I sent her 2 of the html of a few of my favourite blogskins from (where else?) blogskins.com. One of them was Linkin Park, the other was My Chemical Romance. Well, see which one you like, cos' I'm getting pretty sick of my blog skin: Minima Dark (by Blogger, but it's still my favourite blogger skin, because the rest are just so lousy)... So I plan on changing quite a few stuff, I'll see whether I can get "Little Things Give You Away" from iwebmusic, the last time I checked don't have, *sigh*. I'm sure AnYan would like that song, afterall, she likes songs with no rap, and screaming which is more like singing. Trust me, this song has no screaming, just mild shouting, but too bad I can't put up on my blog. But anyone knows what it "levees"? Cos' there's that word in that song. I think it might have something to do with bonds... lol.

Short post, but a post, nonetheless.

FREEBIES SEEKER! KFC! MP3 PLAYERS! all meet up on an unlucky day, FRIDAY the 13!

Hey, will all of you just go to ZB's blog and then vote for her? Because if she wins, she gets a laptop and you will stand to win a Samsung mp3 player! It's so cool! The mp3 player is black, and it is almost like an iPod with a storage ot 2GB! My mp3 is only 512MB... wow, ZB, if you actually get that laptop, 你要请我去吃大餐 hor! You are the youngest who got into the finals man! YOU. ARE. SO. COOL. Yeah, I read that FREEBIES SEEKER one, that one was a little bit kiasu, don't ya think?

I updated my Fave Songs list, so, if anybody chances to pass by this freakin' blog, just take a look, okay?

So today we had Maths, we baffled a few people with our card tricks (that's what we'll be presenting on...) including Mrs. Koh, so WE ROCK! Haha! Linkin Park rawks more than that, and I actually drew on my watch the Linkin Park logo and the words L.I.N.K.I.N. P.A.R.K. Lucky my watch was dark, so my mother didn't see it. Lol. And Cass gave me the newspaper of the graffitied Harry Potter already, and I cut it out already, but I haven't pasted it in my scrapbook, still on the 1st floor, I on 3rd floor. My mother wants me to do all my assessment books today so that tomorrow I can go to Dunman's open house without the burden of that freakin' assessment book on my back. Would you care to share my burden? Afterall, a burden shared is a burden halved!!! Would you be that kind?

So anyway, I went to fanfiction.mugglenet.com (or was it harrypotterfanfiction.com?) and I read this story in which Harry made a list of the stupid things he had done in life, so I'm going to make one too!!! And then I'll write down why they're stupid, then I'll pick the stupidest and frame it up on my blog.

But tell me first, should change the blog picture to that of My Chemical Romance? Because maybe some people might find it a little boring...

So anyway, here goes:

The stupid things that Rachelle did

0 year old:

#1 Been born

If not I wouldn't have to live this life of misery...

1 years old:

#1 Learnt to talk

My mother would kill now to just stop me talking today...

#2 Got sent to Kindergarten

Why the heck do I even need to go to Kindergarten?

#3 Learnt to walk

Maybe I don't regret this, cos' know I can runaway from my parents when they call...

2 years old:

#1 Started doodeling

Then: I started. Now: I can't stop, I even draw on exam papers

3 years old:

#1 I can't remember a thing about then

Not even a cute lil' picture of me then

4 years old:

#1 Forgot to say goodbye to my mother when I went to Kindergarten

Eyes start to tear up and I looked stupid, and very sensitive

5 years old:

#1 Did a stupid drama

Made a fool of myself on stage

6 years old:

#1 Graduated from Kindergarten

I had to wear tons of make-up and a stupid baggy atire

#2 Ate a Queen ant

Tasted HORRIBLE and VILE, never NEVER try it.

7 years old (P1):

#1 Joined Primary school

Come on! I wasn't even orientated about it!

#2 Pestered teacher whether I was a prefect or not

I must have looked completely out of my mind then... I had wanted to be a prefect, badly

8 years old (P2):

#1 Pestered teacher whether I was a prefect or not

And I did become a prefect, but you'll see why it's stupid later on

9 years old (P3):

#1 Became a little (fine, not that little) self-centered cos' past 2 years I got top in level

Did real badly in SA2 *Sigh*

#2 Became a prefect

Tough job, everyday have to wake up early, then cannot slag or abandon duty

#3 Joined the GEP

I later found out that I could have been CEO of Cafe@Hougang (a cafe in Hougang Primary) if I didn't quit to join Rosyth

10 years old (P4):

#1 Came to Rosyth

Wowee, I'm amazed I'm still alive even though I climb 6 floors a day at school

#2 Shifted home to terrace

I'm even more amazed that I'm still alive, adding an additional 3 floors a day at home

11 years old (P5):

#1 Had my you-know-what (AY, Cass, ZB, Vera, Isabella, Rachel & YT should know this)

It was pure SICK, I dunno how I stand it for so long without dying.

#2 Took part in O.M.

I knew we had no chance at all. *Sigh*

12 years old (P6):

#1 Had to take part in PSLE

Why did I grow up so fast? You have actually watched me grow up in a few, short minutes!

So how was YOUR life?

(No) FREE TIME!!!

This is so boring. I mean, take a look at the Chinese situation now. We just finished a 小测验 today and it sucks, I have totally different answers from AnYan & she's better than me at Chinese. I'm so gonna fail this stupid test. I'm so gonna fail...

NewsFlash!
The highlights of Live Earth is going to be shown again on Channel 5, this Sunday, from 4 p.m. to 7 p.m.! And Linkin Park is one of them! HIGHLIGHTS!

BUT, look on the bright side! They're gonna be re-showing Linkin Park's live performance at Tokyo this Sunday from 4 p.m. to 7 p.m. on Channel 5! That's so cool! I mean, I completely missed "Crawling" on Live Earth! I watched the rest but that's not enough! I'm gonna record this one! Or rather, I'm gonna get help from my father to help me record this one. I forgot to record the other one and I felt so DEPRESSED. And God came to give me another chance!

Rachel, who was the whom you mentioned in your mother's car that likes Linkin Park? Maybe he has the 3rd album! I don't have any songs from that album except for "What I've Done", and I like all their songs. Just provide me with this information and I'll stop pestering you (for what?) forever, okay?

You all know the survey that we did today, right? There was one question which went like this:

You think the pupils in your class do well because:

o...
o...
o...
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oThey are good at guessing the answers

Did anybody tick that? I was like: what the -, (it was "what the hell" or "what the heck" not the 'f' word) I'm not as vulgar as Vera, or even Isabella. That was actually the stupidest (any such word?) answer for any question in that whole darn survey...

New song, i suggest that you don't use ear phones... cos' it might damage some delicate ears...

I've noticed that hardly anyone listens to the songs I put on my blog, so I've just put up 'What I've Done' on the blog. I only made it play once. If it's too loud, sorry lor. If you want to watch the video (which is really meaningful, by the way), the webby is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sgycukafqQ&mode=related&search=

Just watch it... it rawks. & so does Linkin Park. Best quality I've found on iwebmusic, the rest are either too muffled or have been abrubtly cut short. The first one I tried was perfect. Not too loud and not muffled, but it came to an abrubt end somewhere and that song didn't sound nice anymore. (For the people who come to my blog just to listen to songs) once this song is over, it's over, I only made it play once, then you can go listen to the other songs, happy? It's just that no one listens to anything if I don't put up any songs, and then I can't advertise how much I just LOVE Linkin Park (just like Cass is supposed to love herself, note 'supposed'). It is a bit slow, I mean the tempo, melody and all, you can figure that out if you watch the video on YouTube.

Hey, cass, response 2 u'r entry on u'r blog (not dat u need 1, i'll make it pink 2, but, yuck. same format & all)

WHY IS MY LIFE SO PATHETIC?

)):

i feel...

1. betrayed
> I DO NOT STICK AROUND WITH ANYAN LIKE LOVERS. AND YOU ARE NOT THE 3RD WHEEL, GEDDIT?

2. angry
> lost what freedom of expression? you still joke, and you still laugh, and finally... YOU'RE STILL CASS!!!

3. dumb {can't talk}
> hello? you actually don't think twice when you talk to me...

4. unfunny
> what do you mean "i can't laugh like before"? watch MinChih's Harry Potter videos on her blog, that'll make you laugh HARDER than before.

5. loved
> now that's the correct attitude. I wonder what's wrong with you today...

6. helped
> how does we hating Winnie help at all? But, glad to be of help!!!

7. sick
> try eating a queen ant, then wait for your sister to dump some wet sand (with who-knows-what's in it) into your mouth, after that, it won't be that sick anymore.

8. hated
> everyone will be hated, but cheer up! Someone LUUUUUUUURVES you! You go around loving people, why can't you just love YOURSELF?

9. dead
> trust me, my blog is definitely deader than you.
so... remember my blog ((:






see how much people love you?
so what if this year is PSLE year?
so what about what adults say?
are you actually creating trouble?
being yourself is not as HARD as you think.

ummm... why would a fish be squashed in the first place? I mean, it's not as if you'd let Sean Seet sit on your plate of fish, right?
you want to get rid of yourself?
which side?
the funny or the NOT funny?
you can concentrate on PSLE even if you ARE an idiot...







argggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i want my cass back, i want all the fun i rightfully deserve
i'm comforting you (depends on your p.o.v. at least)

AHHHHHHH

i know you're not depressed and you don't need to see a PROFESSIONAL psychiatrist. you need to see UNprofessional psychiatrists, like me (or my blog, for the matter)!
sometimes stress is good.


if anybody wants to kill you
i won't let them either, cos' you are my BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE UNIVERSE (excluding Rachel and AnYan)!

if anybody wants to harm you
i'll fight for you.

you will never let go
unless I (and God, of course, but you won't bear to see your best friend suffer, would ya?) tell you to

no way are you going to let go of your life just because someone threatens you to.

Think of all the food you can gorge if you're alive!

i'm not emo anymore.........

......to even look at the food

sheesh, i can't believe anyone would smile, is it by any chance Winni?
I wonder, too

okay anyway,
YOU were all crapped up

anyway, Cass, that was a nice morale booster.

it's all my opinion. thx, 4 reading.

Worm in my food! Argh!

Actually, it''s not my food, it's Cass', and it happened yesterday so it's a delayed message that I want to get across. NEVER EVER BUY FOOD FROM STALL 5 ANYMORE, THEY DON'T GIVE A WHINNY ABOUT HYGIENE, THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT MONEY, THOSE MONEY MINDED, SELF-CENTRED, EGOISTIC PEOPLE RUNNING STALL 5. THEY SUCK, I CAN ASSURE YOU. There, done. I think I got my message across... to no one at all. Because no one comes to my blog. At all.

My blog is gonna die in like
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10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 BOOM! My blog is officially dead! Woot! The enemies of me and my blog are rejoicing! (I don't get what's there to rejoice about, I mean, a DEATH! even of a blog's it's still a death, and that's murder. Some are responsible but all are guilty [Wait, it's the opposite, some are quilty, but all are responsible, or is it? I'm confused...]! You people are all guilty and responsible for the murder of my blog, why, you vicious blood sucking pigs! I'M GONNA KILL YA!

So anyway, Linkin Park rocks because they chose a place where there would be very little litter to perform! Woot! LINKIN PARK RAWKS LIKE MAD! So continuing, Linkin Park is very smart.

[School]
1) This morning, Glor (or was it someone else? anyway, it doesn't really matter) borrowed YT's Maths paper for some only God-knows-what reasons
2) Then she asked me to give it back to YT
3) I passed it to Gary
4) For some weird reasons, when we were walking up the spiral stairs, Samuel came up to Cass and I
5) He said," I put YT's paper in Nick's bag. See his reaction when he finds out."
6) Then of course, we due to our wild imgination started to picture the scene
7) Then when Nick got back to class, he opened his bag
8) The first thing he saw was.....
9) YT's paper!!!
10) Clumsily pushed into his bag, stuffed, more like
11) Then he pushed it to Samuel/Darren as if it was some kind transmitable cancer or some kind of VERY fatal (note VERY) virus
12) They pushed it back
13) This went on for about, hmm...7 seconds
14) Then YT went to take her paper back
15) Then I shot Gary a look
16) I mean, how could the paper have landed in their hands when I gave it to him, not them?
17) He pointed to Samuel, Darren and Alex
18) Then he said,"They snatched it from me!"
19) Whoever the heck 'THEY' is I don't know
20) But I thank them for a good start of a boring day and week at school

LOL and this is how the very exciting, more exciting than fire breathing dragons and damsels in distress, story ends. It didn't have a happy ending, we were all so sad when it ended, it was funny, but, shouldn't you people stop teasing poor YT and start to treat her not like dirt (but not like a queen either) but like a NORMAL person?

I mean, she's okay, not that bad. But, NOBODY'S PERFECT! And no, Cass, ZB, my poor little puny mind isn't corrupted by all her talk about what a poor little thing she is.

Come one, she's just a girl, but anyway, a normal girl would have someone like her, and very very VERY surprisingly, someone DOES like her. Not obliged to disclose the person's name. Well, but that means... I'M NOT A NORMAL GIRL!

Well, of course I'm not, no normal girl would go gaga about some metal, non-chinese, all male bands like LINKIN PARK and MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE! But both Linkin Park and My Chemical Romance still rock so much! I overheard some girls from NanYang talking about My Chemical Romance's 'Teenagers' and one of the girls wanted it, badly. =) I'm so lucky to have that song.

Hmm... I seem to be getting to know quite some inside information about some people, like who likes YT and who Hernes is...

Anybody fancy to tell me more about their love or secret life? I would be glad to keep it but not to disclose it. So far I haven't disclosed anything about YT's secret admirer or Hernes.

Go GREEN DAY! (No, I'm not talking about the band)

Wow! Live Earth was so cool! Did you watch Linkin Park perform live?

Songs Linkin Park played on air, in order
1) Somewhere I Belong
2) Breaking the Habit
3) Numb (RAWKS!)
4) One Step Closer
5) In the End
6) What I've Done (their most meaningful song so far, about what humans have done XP)

I was thinking, "What had singing got to do with saving the Earth when I heard 'What I've Done'. The meaning of the song should be quite clear if you watch the video and find out the lyrics. Man, Linkin Park RAWKS! Linkin Park performed in Tokyo, if you must know. Live Earth showed Linkin Park at around 21:30, ended at about 22:08. That performance was so cool, especially Breaking the Habit, the starting of that song was changed and it rawks so much! Call me a rawky kind of person!

And there was this band called Nunatak and they actually played in Antartica! Imagine how cold it'll be! The members of the band were actually supposed to be working in Antartica for dunno what reasons, research, most likely. That was probably the coolest performance in the whole show figuratively except for Linkin Park but the coolest literally, it's the only band which performs on ICE!

This video by jd rawks!

This is one cool Sims 2 video to the song of Helena (as if anyone comes to my blog...) by My Chemical Romance, really touching plot, you can even cry (but of course, some 'macho' boys like Alex would defy it, right?). So anyway, if you want to know the plot (the video is darn confusing), go to :http://www.jd-movies.com/helenaexplained.html. To clarify, Gerard is the lead vocalist for My Chemical Romance. Thanks for your attention. Now shut off the mic. JUST WATCH IT! IT RAWKS! IT TOUCHES HEARTS!

My O so dormant blog (online diary, in case you don't know)

I feel so shitty today. What the hell, I said the 'f' word! Well, you see, it's more like sang, but it's still the 'f' word! I'm so dead! I was singing 'I'm Not Okay (I Promise)' by 'My Chemical Romance' during English and there was this 'f' word in the song and I accidentally said (okay! sang) it. I'm so dead. Now press the repeat button to hear this freakin' message again.

I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit tonight

O yeah, I'm trying to break the habit of saying the 'f' word (but I haven't said it ever since and I haven't said it before either...). I feel so guilty, I misplaced my parents', God's, my friends' and my trust into the bin! Oh my gosh! I'm so dead. (Press repeat to hear 'I'm so dead' again.) Hmmm, maybe we should make a song called 'I'm so dead'. Nice title anyway (even if the song is not). I hate it when all my song ideas come rushing to me at night, at that time, I don't want to get up and guess what ? (It's not much of a guess but) I forgot all about ithem tht next day. I so hat myself. Why at night? Why not in the morning then I can write them down?

Today was cool, we learnt how to draw Manga. Oops, I forgot to go to www.mangaka.sg (is that the webby?). I admit, it was a little boring, I didn't draw one eye one eye, one nose one nose, one mouth one mouth and so on. I immediately started on the person. And I drew another just just now! (the 'just' was supposed to be repeated). I drew some kind of super hero called 'Ruby Black'. Of course, I'd colour her red and black. Then I plan on making a character called 'Emerald Blue'. She'll be Green and Blue, of course. Maybe I sould make a guy? Something like...dunno. Maybe instead I should make the band members of my band Suffocation Squared! Yo! How cool is that? I'll just make Hernes faceless! Haha! Na. I'll just make him a face... any face will do for him.

Rubber(bands)

I got tired of seeing black and white and black and white and black and white and black and white and...

You get the idea, I don't think you'll like my blog picture (nobody ever comes to my blog!) but anyway, it's my style, LINKIN PARK! It rawks! It's not professional because I did it myself, just take some pictures and mix them together. But anyway, it's still Linkin Park and that's what matters, maybe I'll make a My Chemical Romance one, hmm... good idea, I'll go ahead.

Some of you out there (well, most of you, that is) don't like Linkin Park, you only like Numb, if I'm not wrong, those who came to my blog when it was born. Just born. A newborn...

So, need to sleep, it's 23:44 now. But I'm not tired, and I'm amazed. Well, not actually, I slept for 2 hours after I came back from school. It's 23:45...

Does the walker choose the path or the path the walker?

In case you're wondering where I got such a nice title (look, the rest of my titles were all crap, weren't they?), I got it from the Old Kingdom series by Garth Nix, that writer rocks! There's also another series by him which consists of 'Mister Monday', 'Grim Tuesday' and 'Drowned Wednesday'. I wonder if there is another book...

Anyway, to Kim: Yeah, I agree, 'Sabriel' and 'Abhorsen' rock more more than 'Lirael', my favourite is 'Sabriel'. I borrowed them from the library, and I have to return by 1st July. XP, but I read finish already.

There's nothing much eventful today, except for the Science lesson at school. Man! That burning cup was so cool! I mean, you could actually toast Nick over that fire (no kidding, he's so thin)! You could see it crumble to ashes, wow! It still glowed red after it turned black! You can actually see the flames licking the cup (which if I'm not wrong has pictures of tangram formations on it)! That was my favourite part of the whole lesson, save the talking with Cass and YT telling us to shut up. Come on! She herself can't even speak loud enough for me to hear when I'm only about half a table away (we leaned over, you see). =X

The revision paper's Q12.a and Q13.b were tough (as in the sense that I know the concept but I don't know how to phrase for Q13.b, Q12.a I completely have no idea what she is trying to see).

LINKIN PARK ROCKS! Once again, I don't know where that came from, ignore it. Cass (if you're even there), I did it! I got the key into that lock! Problem is, I cannot get it out. Thank goodness for my brother, if not I think it'll still be stuck there, and it IS still stuck there. I put it back in again, and once more, I don't know how to take it out. Sigh. XP I think I'll go get my brother, but first, a list of things that I need to do...

1) Print out 'How to buy a healthy kitten' and 'Letter from Margot'.
2) Pack my room.
3) Complete the constuction question in Maths revision paper (but first I have to find it, I have forgotten where I had dumped it after completing it...)
4) GET THE KEY OUT OF THE KEYHOLE!
5) Find another battery for my mp.3 so I can...
6) LISTEN TO MORE LINKIN PARK AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE SONGS (not that I'm not listening to it right now, cos' I am)!

Short post, but a post nontheless (sp?), unlike some people who completely and conviniently forget to post (if you're one of them, sorry for insulting).

Check out my list of favourite songs!

okay, calm down, i dunno where that came frm but it's frm the bottom of my heart. I'm feeling the need to write more proper English now, maybe it's because school is starting soon.

WOOT WOOT WOOT!

Now I think school is great, because that teacher Pat back at JC just...just...just...brings the hell out of me. When she says 'perfect', she pronounces it as 'perfeck'. No no, the 'e' is meant to be there, not the 'u'. She goes around asking: Am I pretty? I mean, what does she EXPECK (with the crabby patty accent) us to say? She is pretty? If you don't know how she looks like, go to my sister's blog. She's the total complete opposite! Even an idiot would have realized that! Oops, I didn't meant to call crabby patty an idiot, but really! She can't even tell that she's NOT pretty!

Anyway, today at JC, we was supposed to present on a country that we were supposed to be 'going' to. So anyway, I just found out that a 2 way ticket to London costs $2,900 Singapore dollars, anybody fancy a trip there? Well, I don't. My whole group wasn't here so lucky me, I didn't need to present (although crabby patty wanted me to present, but the supervisor let me NOT present).

There was one group, who presented on Beijing, China. First, they talked about the History of China. Wah, it was so boring. I mean, the history of China stretches back so long! Ms Tang (the supervisor) asked them to procede to the next thing after the history after about 6 minutes of complete ranting about the history, which I think wasn't even half of it, I think if they had continued, the history would last until 16:00. (for your information, they started at about 14: 43). Then after that, they launched into the places of interests, which were all temples, Lotus temple, dunno what temple, and a lot more. Imagine if they really went to Beijing and someone video them and put them on air. That show would gain a title called: Temples of Beijing, instead of Tour of Beijing. They were so monotone, so boring, I'll bet my life that if they were ever hired to speak on air, they'll be fired the moment they start. That whole cut-short-a-lot presentation laster for about 20 minutes, imagine if Ms Tang hadn't stop their ranting about the history and temples. They might just still be ranting off right now, if I'm not wrong, they'd be locked in and cannot go home...

I'm listening to 'In the End', now my brother's 9th favourite song, my 10th. People say that 'In the End' is the best Linkin Park song, well, I still think 'Numb' is the best, but you'll like 'In the End' a lot, trust me, hardly any screaming, if I'm not wrong, none at all. Best be save I'll rate it: Not suitable for the delicate mind. 'A Place for my Head' coming up... that song rawks too. In case you don't know, 'In the End' is a Single, you can find a lot of that song on YouTube, partly because it rawks! Sadly, 'A Place for my Head' is not a Single. But you can try listening to 'One Step Closer' too. That's also on YouTube. But 'One Step Closer' has the words 'shut up' repeated about 19 times. But the song's not bad, go listen to it, it's my 2nd favourite song, my brother's favourite. Partly because some of the actions by Chester was so funny (my brother and I agreed on it). Linkin Park songs supply me with lots of inspiration for my band songs!

When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again

Don't forget inspiration from My Chemical Romance! My Chemical Romance rawks too, especially 'Mama' (it's a little wild, but there's no 'f' word in this song unlike some of their other nice songs, it reminds me a little of the 'Phantom of the Opera'...), hang on a moment, I haven't edited my favourite songs list in a long time! So anyway, gotta go! Death awaits me if I linger staring at the computer screen for too long, death that comes in the form of MY SISTER! But I'll never forget my band, though I have a feeling that it will tear apart because of us going to Sec schools... man, why such and inauspicious time to set up a band?

So anyway, WELCOME BACK! I'm back to writing long posts! I'm throwing a welcome back party for myself! Hope my post didn't bore you out. (Who am I typing to? Nobody ever comes to my blog now adays. I'm practically kidding the life out of myself.) But then again, I like my new sense of humor (which is not very obvious, there is meant to be one in this sentence alone) that I added into this post. I still think I suck at making people laugh, unless... I make a total fool of myself, but of course, that doesn't sit well with me. I'll rather sit with regret, or even DEATH! Well, I've edited this post about 2 times after I published it, I must say, I have a lot to say.

Men(tal)

hey, i jus wanna say, IS THE PIC THAT I MADE NICE?

fine, i noe it's all word and not that great but seriously, i made it myself.

i had forgotten i had de brains to think up of some words that completely make no sense or what so eva to u ppl out dere.

i jus love de stuff dat i make.

yes, if u'r thinking wat i'm thinking, i'm thinking that i'm too ego.

y am i toking 2 myself?!?

i must be crazy, yes that's it.

de reason 2 y i'm toking (rather typing) 2 myself.

i'm mental.

Call de ambulance! emergency admittance!

bye bye!

dis may b de las of my u'll see until my next post or till sch starts

(p.s. i dunno y (i think it's cos' i'm mental), but i miss sch n i want it 2 start! i can't stand de thot of going 2 sec sch...)

I-can't-be-bothered-to-think-of-a-title-but-I-already-created-a-title day

2day we went 2 the Singapore Science Centre to do some pond study. The funniest part was the slideshow. It was so funny lah! U noe, the slideshow covers everything that we have learnt, and it's supposed 2 b Secondary standard! And there's something about the lady doing the commentation's voice that makes it so funny, is it that she keeps on repeating sucking out the body juices or what? But that part was sick. =P

The worst part was catching the animals. Man! That sucked! 8 of the 11 animals that Jazlene and I got in our net escaped. We caught about 6 jumping insects (but 5 escaped), was it a pond skater? Once I got one in the bottle but it jumped and then I released it, it fell 1 metre and guess what? It escaped. *Sigh* If not 4 that lady in pink shirt, we would only have caught 2 animals. I almost caught some kind of a species of water spider. Sigh, so many got away. XP

Another song?
It was only a dream
One very big and special dream
A dream that everybody has
To have a sense of belonging
It's pathetic, I know
But it's true
I'm asking for too much
Far far too much, way too much

It's so much easier to stand up
And shield others
Than it is for me
To stand up for myself
I can't pretend any longer
I'm not who I was
Change is the word
I've disappeared

I thought I had everything I wanted in life
I thought I had become what I want to be
Then everything had to crumble to dust
You had to take everything from me

I know what you're thinking
That I'm everything but alive
That's what I thought so too
And that's what I still think I am
It's pathetic, I know
But it's true
I'm asking for too much
Far far too much, way too much

It's so much easier to stand up
And take the blame
Than it is for me
To stand up for myself
I can't pretend any longer
I'm not who I was
Change is the word
I've disappeared

I thought I had everything I wanted in life
I thought I had become what I want to be
Then everything had to crumble to dust
You had to take everything from me

How can I be what you want me to be
When you never groomed me
I've been kept in the dark long enough
For me to know what's for laugh
It's me, I'm the joke
I was, I am and I always will be
The light failed me
But it's meant to be

How can I be what you want me to be
When you never groomed me
I've been kept in the dark long enough
For me to know what's for laugh
It's me, I'm the joke
I was, I am and I always will be
The light failed me
But it's meant to be

Anyway, updating u ppl on the band, we've got a new member, and he is Hernes. We're not going 2 give his identity thank you. He does the guitars. I'm not going 2 disclose anymore information. If you want 2 join (which I'm sure u don't), contact us @ the tagbox of our blog.

thirsty n in pain

2 anybody hu comes 2 my blog, is it better if i use short forms n dun capitalise or jus rite in proper english? if i actually get in2 a habit of doing short forms, i think maybe i would use 'em in exams. den die liao. XP so, short forms or proper english?

'RACHELLE AND THE BATTLE OF THE LANGUAGE'

is it a little crazy?

yesterday nite until 2day morn i watched 'School of Rock'. dat was 1 interesting show.

'bout dis man (Dewey Finn [sp?]) hu got kicked out of his rock band, he assumed de personality of his good fren (Ned Sneebly [sp?]) hu lets him dun pay his rent (Ned's gf seriously opposes dis) and wen 2 work in a sch as a teacher. his class (of 10 year olds) is very talented @ music, he rounded 'em up n made a band called 'School of Rock'. he tricked the pupils in2 believing (bcos' dat's his challange [he told his band mates dat he'll make a band better dan theirs']) dat dere is an assignment 'bout rock bands so dey'll work hard. he arranged 4 'em 2 compete @ de 'BATTLE OF THE BANDS'. but de day b4 de competition, dere is a 'meet de parents' day. he almost got caught by de police 4 impersonating Ned (Ned's gf called de cops). de whole class was very disappointed. but dey wen 2 de competition anyway after picking a very reluctant Dewey from his home. b4 dey performed, their parents were informed dat de whole class was missing, so de parents wen 2 de 'BATTLE OF THE BANDS' n watch their children perform. when dey saw de performance, dey very happy. dey 'show everybody what we were'. dey lost, but de crowd wanted an encore (another song/repeat) from de 'School of Rock'. THE END!

(trust me, de show is more interesting dan how i described it. my description was boring, ain't it?)

how i wish Suffocation Squared can b as successful as de 'School of Rock'.

How evil am I? Mua ha ha ha evil or *Cackle!* evil?

-You've broken the law:
I... I... I... dunno

-You've looked at nudie pics online:
Never. Nudie pics suck.

-You've secretly wished someone harm:
Yes. My sis.

-You've kissed someone you shouldn't be kissing:
Didn't. WHY ON EARTH WOULD I BE KISSING ANYBODY?!?

-You've said something so mean it made someone cry:
I don't think so, but others have said things to me though.

-You've done illegal drugs:
Never will.

-You've killed a bug:
Yeah. Once I chewed on a queen ant. It tasted horrible and vile and it stung. NEVER EAT AN ANT!

-You've spit in someone's drink:
No. I wouldn't like people to do that to me.

-You've sought revenge on someone:
Most of the time on my sister over accidental kicks and punches. I return it, hard.

-You've made a prank phone call:
No, no guts.

-You've turned people against someone:
Yes. Forgot who already.

-You've illegally downloaded music online:
No. I don't know how to.

-You've flirted with someone to make someone else jealous:
No. Flirting is not cool.

-You've told racist / sexist jokes:
If I did, then I don't remember.

-You've called someone the "c" word:
What's the 'c' word?

-You've made a promise you knew you were going to break:
I don't like to break promises or lie.

-You've done the "walk of shame"
What the hell is a "walk of shame"?

-You've corrupted a minor:
Well, yeah. Does having gangsterlike tattoos on my hand and shoulder in a corridoor in the Singapore National Eye Center with many kids consider?

-You've divulged someone's dark secret:
Yeah. I've told others who my sister likes - Ryan Oh. (What's his surname again?)

-You've made fun of a retarded person:
NO! Why would anybody do that?

-You've cheated on a test... or a lover:
LOVER MY FOOT! I haven't even found love! I've cheated on 听写. XP

-You don't believe in God:
No. I believe in God. God rocks.

-You hate kids:
No. I'm a kid myself. Why would I hate myself?

-You've gotten in a fist fight:
No. Mostly feet fight. Sister.

-You made someone's life hell in school:
Quite the contrary, I made a friend's life in school heaven.

-You've shoplifted or stolen from someone:
Never in my life.

-You've been so drunk you couldn't remember the night before:
I never drink.

-You've vandalized someone's car or house:
Yes. I don't know whether you count drawing on your school tables as vandalism because I do that all the time.

-You've made fun of a fat person:
Yes. Primary school.

-You have a fondness for disturbing pictures / anime:
YOU ACCUSE ME OF THAT AND YOU'RE DEAD!

-You've blamed a fart on someone else:
Not really, I just pretend that I didn't fart.

-You enjoy setting things on fire:
No. Definitely not.

-You've been arrested:
No. What the hell would I be arrested for?

-You've secretly backstabbed a friend:
What is backstabbing?

-You would choose your life over the lives of 100,000 strangers:
No. I'd rather die. Death is imminent and it cannot be avoided.

-You would kill for 1,000,000 if you were guaranteed not to get caught:
Money sucks.

-You've harmed yourself to get attention:
I harm myself all the time but I'm not sure about attention. +)

-You have a nemesis:
Sister. And Winifred.

-You believe in an eye for an eye... or even more for an eye:
No. But I do take revenge, still.

-You don't think lying to a stranger is a big deal:
In fact I do think it is a big deal, lying is a bad thing.

-You think giving to the homeless is wasting money:
No. I'm so surprised at myself for not checking that box.

-You'll pick evil over stupid any day:
No never.

-You aren't bothered by seeing others in pain:
I am bothered by pain you idiot.

-You'd rather have world domination than world peace:
For this, I'll be really honest and say I'd rather have peace. I hate domination because it makes you famous and you look like a dork in history textbooks.

-You enjoy very violent video games:
No. I don't even play them/

-You are disgusted by weak people:
No. I always feel sympathy.

-You would keep a wallet full if cash if it came your way:
No. Just returnit to the lost and found corner. Maybe you'll get a prize, but I've never gotten one for all the honesty I've shown. sigh.

-You rather harm an enemy than help a friend:
No. I have christian morals to follow.

-You've shot a gun... and liked it:
I've never shot anything before.

-You'd rather be a supervillian than a superhero:
Villians might be a fun role to play...

Choppers

helicopters a.k.a. choppers, have nothing 2 do wif my life. jus so u noe. =)

Just so you know, this feeling's taking control of me...

yea yea. de feelin' 2 put dat title. so, long time no post, i reckon no one's comin' 2 my blog anymore?

Wouldn't it be great if we were dead...

u noe, i don't like most bands/singers which are...
1) Chinese band/singers
2) All-female bands (wat if Suffocation Squared becomes an all female band?!? SCREAM! maybe hernes would so kindly comply 2 de band?)
3) Non-metel/emo/punk/alternative/alternative rock/pop punk/punk rock/comedy/Christian songs.
Final clarification, I don't like Avril Lavigne, S.H.E. (srry cass, i noe u like 'em) and Jo Jo (srry MC).

y am i telling u all this, not as if all of u gonna send me songs, rite? i'm bored outta my wits end.

Put your name to shame, cover up your face, you can't run the race, the pace is too fast, you just won't last...

You like to think you're never wrong...

You want to act like you're someone...

You want someone to hurt like you...

You want to share what you've been through...

My life, my pride is broken!

sigh, exactly like winifred... she changed sooooooooo much over the december hols.

.:BIG EVENT OF THE DAY!!!:.
2day i went 2 de Singapore National Eye Center to check my eye. sigh. degrees go up 4 both left and right eye, 100 and 50 respectively, now degrees is 850 and 800 respectively.
darn, i love my right eye.
doctor says eyesight is stabalizing.
i feel like laughing. increase so much still say stabalize.
den i had 2 put 6 eyedrops in each eye, 2 of 'em (de drops) stug my eyes like xiao. consider u'rself lucky if u dun hav 2 go 2 dat eye center. dey torture u'r eye like xiao. now my pupils become larger and will stay larger until earliest 2morrow, vision become blur, den my eyes receive 2 much lite, so brite. den dey shine de light in2 my eyes, my iris cannot contract (dey become relax after de eyedrop), den brite like xiao, dey dun let me blink. humph!

I wanna run away and never say goodbye

I wanna run away and never wonder why

I wanna run away and open up my MIND! [change dat 2 'I wanna run away and start to close my eyes ;)]

Linkin Park rocks! I dun noe where dat came frm, dun ask me. i jus listening 2 their song only, not against de law. wow. finally dere is a post.

AT LAST! THE LONG NOT-AWAITED POST IS FINALLY HERE!

I want to heal, I want to feel what I thought was never real, I want to let go of the pain I've felt so long...

I'll Carry On

This blog might seem awfully quiet to you...cos' I've taken out the 'Welcome to the Black Parade' song so that it would not distract the video above.

For those who missed out the fun of Hossan Leong's 'Don't talk cock' in Parliament 'speech', this is really funny. =) For those hu failed their SS. +)

I'll carry on, even though my freaky mother wants me to go to Chinese tuition. XP I'm gonna die, HELP SAVE ME! This is probably my shortest post in like a million years. You can wait another million (divided by 365,000,000) years for the nest post. Which should be 2 morrow, if you calculated correctly minusing th leap years. So, bb! Enjoy the show!

My what-kind-of-friend-am-i test results

You Are A Loyal Sidekick

While you aren't the most visable one in your group...You're always up for a good time or conversationAnd you stick with your friends no matter whatYou may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

All true...

On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$1,123,950

At What Price Would You Sell Out?

I thought I would sell out at less than 1 cent...

You Are 72% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word.You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

How Creative Are You?

You Are 4% Girly

Um... you're a guy, right? If not, you're the most boyish girl in the world.And for you, that's probably the ultimate compliment.

How Girly Are You?

Yup, it's the best compliment in the whole wide world!

If You Were Born in 2893...

Your Name Would Be: Baan Laif And You Would Be: A Space Pirate

If You Were Born in 2893

This is weird...

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Wow. I didn't know I suck that much.

table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2>Your Inner Blood Type is Type B You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.
You are most compatible with: B and AB
Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

Cool, cos' that's exactly what I am. B positive.=)

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Amazing, but I prefer black, thank you.

Your 1920's Name is:

Bonita Freda

What's" Your 1920's Name?

My name's weird...

You Are 44% Perfectionist

No one would call you a perfectionist, but you definitely have a side of you that strives to be perfect.Try to see your mistakes as learning experiences, and don't be so hard on yourself when you screw up!

Are You a Perfectionist?

Cherrie should do this test, i fortell that she'll get 100%.

Your April Fool's Day Prank Should Be

Setting off stink bombs

What April Fool's Prank Should You Play?

Nice, but april is over. Long over.

Your Life Is Worth...

$1,008,000

How Much Is Your Life Worth?

My life is worth that much!?!

You Should Rule Mercury

Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever.Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match. Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests.A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you.

What Planet Should You Rule?

Actually, I think of the long term future more, like what will happen 2 our band...

Your Aura is Red

You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage.Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works! The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon

What Color Is Your Aura?

Yes! My fave colour is red! But sorry, actually i wanna b a singer. or a rapper.

You're Pretty Stupid

You got 4/10 questions right!It's probably time to get your head examined. You hardly know left from right.

Are'>http://www.blogthings.com/areyoustupidquiz/">Are You Stupid?

Cool.

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all menYou are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howrareisyourpersonalityquiz/">How Rare Is Your Personality?

I'm feeling? I'm amazed.

You Are 92% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howpureareyouquiz/">How Pure Are You?

Har har. It's just that i dun do anything extreme.

You Should Be a Musician

You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice.You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!)

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatsortofartistshouldyoubequiz/">What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

Cool, band members, try this one out!

You Are a Little Messy

You aren't the cleanest person in the world, but you're definitely not a slob.You clean up when you have the time, but you're realistic about what you can get done.Generally, you're pretty organized and tidy - though you may have a few hidden messes.You eventually get around to making things spotless, but you do it on your own schedule!

Are'>http://www.blogthings.com/areyoumessyquiz/">Are You Messy?

See? Mummy? I'm not THAT messy.

You Are 56% Shy

Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person.Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howshyareyouquiz/">How Shy Are You?

I'm SHY!?!

You Are 95% Pure

You're so pure ... you make a nun look like a whore!There's a lot of life's dark side left for you to experience... if you want to.

The'>http://www.blogthings.com/the100questionpuritytest/">The 100 Question Purity Test

I'm pure, i'm pure, oh i'm so pure. =D

i'm NUMB FOREVA

If you're crazy over 'Welcome to the Black Parade' by My Chemical Romance, welcome to this blog! You can listen to the song all you want, this blog is called: The-Blog-With-Unlimited-Time-Of-Listening-To-The-Same-Song-Until-You-Get-Tired-Of-The-Song!

Well, if you've been comin 2 my blog often, there's nothing much for the past few days...

Anyway, my new e-mail is 'numb_foreva@yahoo.com.sg' any queries? My 'rachelle2nd@yahoo.com.sg' is flooded with junk mail. But u can still send 2 the old mail...jus dun send 2 my hotmail account can already. =D

Yesterday, I went 2 downtown, 2 stay @ the resorts. *sigh* I made my mother angry and then, poof, she disappeared off 4 like 2 hours. xP then i said srry, then we went for lunch 2gether. We came back @ around 13:05 2day. 2day escape was fun, except 4 the rain, it was darned cold. and guess wat? escape played 'One Step Closer' and 'Points of Authority' (by Linkin Park, that's y i'm so excited)! Whoo hoo! it was so cool! i mean, like such a big theme park and of all the songs, they chose these songs!

For the details, please contact Rachelle Lee at: numb_foreva@yahoo.com.sg. But I hope you won't.

I've broken the bridge
That I've built in a hurry
I've tried to do this
I did them in a flurry
Why kick up such a big fuss
When you've got all day
If not, there's still
The day after today

Also known as tomorrow
If you need to help
With understanding
All that kelp
You'd do anything,
To poke your nose
Into other's business
The fairy would turn it to a hose

:::::::Idiot=):::::::
Go blow those mines
But ya got no control
Over the controls
So you went to Metro
To do some shopping
You picked up a doll
On the counter
You threw from the top floor

You got caught
You got sent to the police station
The police man said,
"You want do that go play station.
We got no time for you,
Or people like you,
Who wast our time,
Go find some dog poo."

Ahh, I didn't mean 2 be rude. I just needed 2 find something that rhymes, i'm better @ doing angst stuff. i cannot do humor. XP

Seriously, i think i'll rather be numb foreva than see YT again@ the end of the hols. Brrrrrrr.