Wednesday, 3 December 2008

DAMN, SHIT, CRAP (and other vulgarities I dare not put down)

My freakin' sister just called me selfish!

I mean, she's not suppsoed to be able to use the internet curtesy of my dad because she did not buckle her seatbelt, did not behave herself, and all those minor things, which punishment add up to over 1 month of no internet time.

Then she 'begs' me to let her use the internet. I refused.

I mean, I've already allowed her to use my computer to access the internet so many times I think I'll get scolded by my dad if he ever found out.

When I refused for the freakin' 1st time, she called me selfish.

Has she ever looked at her own personality?

She's like a billion gazillion times worse than me.

The moment 'selfish' left her mouth, I felt like shoving her through the window or throwing her up the roof.

I've so kindly gave in to her so many freakin' times, and she hasn't done anything for me. What's more, on top of allowing her to use the internet through my computer, I've washed her dishes!

What gives her the freakin' right to call me selfish?

I want to scream into her face that she is the selfish one.

Does common sense even get through her ears and into her freakin' head?

She freakin' scored 256 on her PSLE! Does that not count for something? Does that not mean that she should be smart enough to shut her trap about calling me selfish?

She keeps talking about being fair, that when somebody eats 1kg of cake she must also eat 1kg or cake or more, though she only talks and bites off more than she can chew.

She's just trying to show off.

If she lives by fairness (or more, for the matter), shouldn't she do more for me and expect less?

What nonsense is this?

She's a total hypocrite!

I want to curse her to the very pits of hell, but God won't like it, so I shant.

She should be grateful for that.

If she lives by fairness, she should allow me to call her selfish without retorting!

And I've also just realized that on top of being selfish, she has no sense of responsibility or urgency except when the phone rings.

All she cares about is shopping, filling her stomach, MSN, chatting on the phone, making bimb blogskins, and taking narcissistic photos of herself.

When our door slammed but didn't shut (if you just push against our door, it won't shut, you need to push down the handle) because she didn't place the door stopper in place and the wind came, she didn't even bother looking up!

When I brought the subject up, she just continued staring at her computer screen and arranging grossly girly pictures of herself.

I can't stand that self-centered person! She only cares about herself and no one else! Not even my (and therefore her) parents!